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what if OJ didn't kill his wife?
what if Casey Anthony didn't kill her child?
I look back on my life and find
a child bride who was crucified
I want to be your girl I want to be your daughter
a slaughter house down in the holler
do you want to hear a joke?
when your dead inside what do you get when you
cross your heart and hope to die?
Casey knows and OJ knows
Nicole, Ronald, and Caylee know
Susan Smith killing her kids
yea yea that is so American
Jon Benet in a basement grave
yea yea that is so American
Adam Walsh on expired milk
yea yea that is so American
they kill the worms to make the silk
yea yea that is so American
murderous longing for yesterday
yea yea that is so American
20 children dead and nothing changed
yea yea that is so American
Susan Smith giving birth
yea yea that is so American
Casey and me in a tiny church
yea yea that is so American
OJ and me out to lunch
yea yea that is so American
mass shooting kills the Brady Bunch
yea yea that is so American
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Waving to God's Camera
02:45
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waving to god's camera
because I'm in on the joke
my ocean of ashes might just keep me afloat
in the uncanny valley in the shadow of death
noticing the paint is wet
sleeplessly collapse into a mass grave for one
shattered mirror legacy scattered to the sun
sickened by ambition hand in hand with false hope
moonlit pupils swelled by dope
infinitesimal ways for me to fuck up my life
laughter at a honey coated avenging knife
crashing the estate sale at the temple of self
to crown myself the king of hell
I set my sights on what I set my sights on
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Family Annihilator
01:33
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Frankie Teardrop on repeat
(family annihilator)
In the work truck last two weeks
(family annihilator)
pace the house while they're asleep
(family annihilator)
shotgun wedding, shotgun birth
(family annihilator)
makes a mess but doesn't hurt
(family annihilator)
local news laugh track goes wild
(family annihilator)
same old shit went out of style
(family annihilator)
Hello Walls painted by blood
(family annihilator)
cops outside about to cum, family of bastard sons
(family annihilator)
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Jam the World Receiver
01:58
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falling back into you
tragically bulletproof
listening to the radio in my room all alone
a song that lyrically read like an elegy
an uneasy melody caving into my brain
jam the world receiver I don't want to hear you anymore
I was born to be alone, to self annihilate
jam the world receiver I'm too tired to bear the pain
too tired to be at war with you
turning wildflowers tame
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Living Dangerously
02:43
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hold me down I'll kiss the earth
the moon is full of blood and birth
dullness sings my soul
there's no telling if I'm insane
you can feel my womb it's rupturing
dullness sings my soul
I've been living dangerously
painkillers made new pains in me
dullness sings my soul
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Dragula
02:14
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well I went down to the old house where we once lived before
and I saw the place the blood poured from my wrists and stained the floor
and I wasted half my life away and the devil pimped me out
but it ain't too late for love somehow
well I went down to the old hotel where we used to hide and fuck
and a pilled up gen-x psychopath killed himself in his truck
he shot himself behind the ear listening to "Dragula"
but still it ain't too late for love
well I went down to Jerusalem where they crucified the Lord
in a place they call Golgotha that is where I shot my horse
and everything tragically retreads the path off course
but it ain't too late for love I'm sure
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Horse, of Course
02:42
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throw your weapon down
there's room enough in this house for us to both drown
there's room enough and mentally I've left town
life ain't fair of course
I'll cry no more I shot my horse
I figured you out
your day to day passion play keeping vows
a quiet rain to know the pain and wash it out
life ain't fair of course
I'll cry no more I shot my horse
remind me of right now
if you and I grow old and keep in touch somehow
how anger feeds on despair while time runs out
life ain't fair of course
I'll cry no more I shot my horse
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I've been out of my mind
I have been cast aside
my angel's grown wise to where lightning will strike
I was killed by the maid
boiling hot lemonade
bear the fangs of this beast joyfully in retreat
come away to my love
easy pay take your cut
I would die for you girl I'd fuck over the world
I've been out of my mind
I have been cast aside
my angel's grown wise to where lightning will strike
I was built on the sand
so I'm fucked where I stand
as the world rips in half
this is love post collapse
we should burn down a bank
we should start skipping class
no one's tied to the mast anymore
free at last
I've been out of my mind
I have been cast aside
my angel's grown wise to where lightning will strike
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I'm not alright, I take the bitter pill everyday to be believable
sick of myself, taking the bitter pill everyday to be perceivable
laugh at me once
I will just come apart
smile at me once
I'll stop believing it
rip out my heart
agree to disagree
put it back in
again the ugly kid
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10. |
Hanging up the Phone
02:33
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my heart's on the line
don't you hang up on me now
ain't I always been devout
give me time I'm running out
everything's too loud
I had the words inside my mouth
they only filled my head with doubt
ain't all lose until they're found?
there's no bridge left to burn
the cards have made their final turn
now stillness holds the earth
and every mind rejects the curse
loneliness ran dry
crystal teardrops from our eyes
and so they enshrine the knife
in our hearts for all of time
life's all games and fun
I was born a bastard's son
If I could make amends with everyone
maybe I would but what is done is done
sickeningly sweet
saccharine these memories
every night living the dream
madly in love with everything
somehow all went wrong
a smiling face decayed to bone
only a fool would carry on
I ain't hanging up the phone
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11. |
Hot Moonlight Song
01:20
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Going Nowheres Seven Devils, North Carolina
“I smell heartbreak up there, Jack, a heartbreak at the center of things, and in which we don't figure at all.””
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